If Only...........can love again......

There was a big gathering for students of College of Medicine on this day. This was routine gathering once a month. This time the theme was about death. In the beginning, we watched a touching movie─"If Only."

Ian and Samantha were lovers. Samantha was an American, and she took violin courses in England. Ian was an English and he was a hard-working manager in his company. Maybe Ian worked so hard that he had little time to accompany with Samantha; therefore, Samantha sometimes felt lonely.

One day, Ian had a nightmare. In this dream, Samantha and he became more and more estranged. After Samantha made a big trouble on Ian's important meeting and let he lost an important customer, the relationship between them became more colder. Ian began to think that whether they should say good-bye. When Samantha felt disappointed and ran away. Ian saw Samantha lost her life in an unexpected car accident in person. He was heartbreaking because he loved Samantha very much in reality. But he never expressed his love to her until she died.

When Ian waked up, he found the situation in the dream become true in life. It meant that Samantha would leave him forever at the end of the day. Ian was so afraid. He wanted to change the ending, so he tried to express his deep love for her. He opened his heart for Samantha, showed his affection, and helped her dream come true. But at the end, the tragedy still happened. This time Ian protected the love─Samantha, but his life was taken by the Death. Although Samantha was so sad, she brought Ian's love to live and show her love to Ian with music to the world!

This movie send an important message: We should express love for people who we love very much properly. Nobody can predict what things will happen at next second. So, we should cherish what we own now. Don't feel regretful until we lose them!

Happy Birthday! PCSH!

Happy Birthday for my alma mater─Panchiao Senior High School. It was 61th times to sing birthday songs for her. That day was a nice day. The sky was so broad and blue that my mood was bright. My senior high school friends and I met at the gate of the school, and we attended the celebration!

When I saw the same people and things again, there were a lot of feelings upwelling to my heart.

Four years ago, I was just a freshman in this school. Maybe I was not completely willing to study here at first time. Thanks to nice teachers and classmates, I changed my thought and I was willing to love her. At the first year in senior high, there were a lot of activities, like choral contest, the competition of cheer squad. In these activities, our own classmates' affection became more and more harmonious. Times went by quickly, it was time for us to make decisions to our future at the second year of senior high. It was another beginning! New teachers and classmates built a different and colorful life. Garden party and a wonderful travel still made up my mind. The third year of senior high was an very important time for us. In that year, we should calmed down and studied hard in order to enter a nice university. Everyone helped each other at that time, so we always felt the love and concern of our bedfellow even if the pressure of preparing entrance examination was so heavy. The blessing activity and the touching and pretty graduation will live in deep part of my heart.

Now, although I has already graduated from this just about one year, I still miss the previous life. I believe that all memories no matter how terrible or how wonderful will keep in my mind!

Pride and Prejudice~~~~~~~~~by Jane Austen

This week I had a chance to see the movie which I had seen last winter again. Before the movie played, I had read the story. I really loved the beautiful and romantic novel which written by Jane Austen very much!

The background of the story was in England in 18th century. The value at that time was different from nowadays. There was a family─Bennet Family, which included Mr. Bennet, Mrs. Bennet and their five daughters, Jane, Elizabeth, Mary, Lydia, and Kitty. The leading lady was Miss Elizabeth Bennet. She was a pretty and strong- minded girl. At the times, the most important thing for damsels was finding a wealthy and young man to marry, so their parents attend to their future. But Elizabeth had her own idea. She thought that her marriage should be built on basis of love.

One day, there was a young and rich man who named Charles Bingley rented the country seat in the neighborhood. Every girl was very excited, because one of them had chance to marry him. In the ball, these girls acquainted the rich man, Miss Caroline Bingley, and his best friend Mr. Darcy. Mr. Darcy who was handsome but cold and proud was the leading man in this story. Mr. Bingley fell in love with Elizabeth's older sister Jane, at first sight. But thank to the arrogance of Mr.Darcy, Elizabeth had a bad impression of him at first. At the other side, damsels also knew a officer named Wickham. The officer told Elizabeth something bad about Mr. Darcy, so she had more prejudices for Mr. Darcy. The two characters misunderstood each other.

With the time going by, Mr. Darcy found Elizabeth's wisdom and inner beauty and loved her gradually. One day, Mr. Darcy expressed his love for Elizabeth, but she still had prejudices of him because he blocked Jane's happiness and disdained her family. She didn't know Mr. Darcy had this personality from his growth background. In fact, he was kind and stupid to express his mood. Until her sister Lydia brought about a big trouble─she eloped with Wickham and gave her family humiliation, she finally knew Mr. Darcy verily. He provided assistance of money and arranged Lydia and Wickham a good future with no hesitation, even though Wickham was ever cheated and betrayed him. He would do this out of his love for Elizabeth. At this time, Elizabeth also found that love already replaced prejudices. At the same time, Jane and Bingley also expressed their affections to each other. They were so happy.Eventually, Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy got marry and lived with full of pleasure because they loved and understood each other sincerely!

How romantic the story is! In this novel, I learned: When we meet a new friend or new thing, we can't focus on their appearance and part of them. We should treat them fairly. Don't have any prejudice in the beginning. By doing this, we can reduce some unnecessary misconception. On the other hand, we should be humble in lives. Don't be proud. Pride can lead to failure easily. And we should have our own will to decide our lives. Future are controlled by ourselves!