If Only...........can love again......

There was a big gathering for students of College of Medicine on this day. This was routine gathering once a month. This time the theme was about death. In the beginning, we watched a touching movie─"If Only."

Ian and Samantha were lovers. Samantha was an American, and she took violin courses in England. Ian was an English and he was a hard-working manager in his company. Maybe Ian worked so hard that he had little time to accompany with Samantha; therefore, Samantha sometimes felt lonely.

One day, Ian had a nightmare. In this dream, Samantha and he became more and more estranged. After Samantha made a big trouble on Ian's important meeting and let he lost an important customer, the relationship between them became more colder. Ian began to think that whether they should say good-bye. When Samantha felt disappointed and ran away. Ian saw Samantha lost her life in an unexpected car accident in person. He was heartbreaking because he loved Samantha very much in reality. But he never expressed his love to her until she died.

When Ian waked up, he found the situation in the dream become true in life. It meant that Samantha would leave him forever at the end of the day. Ian was so afraid. He wanted to change the ending, so he tried to express his deep love for her. He opened his heart for Samantha, showed his affection, and helped her dream come true. But at the end, the tragedy still happened. This time Ian protected the love─Samantha, but his life was taken by the Death. Although Samantha was so sad, she brought Ian's love to live and show her love to Ian with music to the world!

This movie send an important message: We should express love for people who we love very much properly. Nobody can predict what things will happen at next second. So, we should cherish what we own now. Don't feel regretful until we lose them!

Happy Birthday! PCSH!

Happy Birthday for my alma mater─Panchiao Senior High School. It was 61th times to sing birthday songs for her. That day was a nice day. The sky was so broad and blue that my mood was bright. My senior high school friends and I met at the gate of the school, and we attended the celebration!

When I saw the same people and things again, there were a lot of feelings upwelling to my heart.

Four years ago, I was just a freshman in this school. Maybe I was not completely willing to study here at first time. Thanks to nice teachers and classmates, I changed my thought and I was willing to love her. At the first year in senior high, there were a lot of activities, like choral contest, the competition of cheer squad. In these activities, our own classmates' affection became more and more harmonious. Times went by quickly, it was time for us to make decisions to our future at the second year of senior high. It was another beginning! New teachers and classmates built a different and colorful life. Garden party and a wonderful travel still made up my mind. The third year of senior high was an very important time for us. In that year, we should calmed down and studied hard in order to enter a nice university. Everyone helped each other at that time, so we always felt the love and concern of our bedfellow even if the pressure of preparing entrance examination was so heavy. The blessing activity and the touching and pretty graduation will live in deep part of my heart.

Now, although I has already graduated from this just about one year, I still miss the previous life. I believe that all memories no matter how terrible or how wonderful will keep in my mind!

Pride and Prejudice~~~~~~~~~by Jane Austen

This week I had a chance to see the movie which I had seen last winter again. Before the movie played, I had read the story. I really loved the beautiful and romantic novel which written by Jane Austen very much!

The background of the story was in England in 18th century. The value at that time was different from nowadays. There was a family─Bennet Family, which included Mr. Bennet, Mrs. Bennet and their five daughters, Jane, Elizabeth, Mary, Lydia, and Kitty. The leading lady was Miss Elizabeth Bennet. She was a pretty and strong- minded girl. At the times, the most important thing for damsels was finding a wealthy and young man to marry, so their parents attend to their future. But Elizabeth had her own idea. She thought that her marriage should be built on basis of love.

One day, there was a young and rich man who named Charles Bingley rented the country seat in the neighborhood. Every girl was very excited, because one of them had chance to marry him. In the ball, these girls acquainted the rich man, Miss Caroline Bingley, and his best friend Mr. Darcy. Mr. Darcy who was handsome but cold and proud was the leading man in this story. Mr. Bingley fell in love with Elizabeth's older sister Jane, at first sight. But thank to the arrogance of Mr.Darcy, Elizabeth had a bad impression of him at first. At the other side, damsels also knew a officer named Wickham. The officer told Elizabeth something bad about Mr. Darcy, so she had more prejudices for Mr. Darcy. The two characters misunderstood each other.

With the time going by, Mr. Darcy found Elizabeth's wisdom and inner beauty and loved her gradually. One day, Mr. Darcy expressed his love for Elizabeth, but she still had prejudices of him because he blocked Jane's happiness and disdained her family. She didn't know Mr. Darcy had this personality from his growth background. In fact, he was kind and stupid to express his mood. Until her sister Lydia brought about a big trouble─she eloped with Wickham and gave her family humiliation, she finally knew Mr. Darcy verily. He provided assistance of money and arranged Lydia and Wickham a good future with no hesitation, even though Wickham was ever cheated and betrayed him. He would do this out of his love for Elizabeth. At this time, Elizabeth also found that love already replaced prejudices. At the same time, Jane and Bingley also expressed their affections to each other. They were so happy.Eventually, Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy got marry and lived with full of pleasure because they loved and understood each other sincerely!

How romantic the story is! In this novel, I learned: When we meet a new friend or new thing, we can't focus on their appearance and part of them. We should treat them fairly. Don't have any prejudice in the beginning. By doing this, we can reduce some unnecessary misconception. On the other hand, we should be humble in lives. Don't be proud. Pride can lead to failure easily. And we should have our own will to decide our lives. Future are controlled by ourselves!

First Salary

Today I was so happy because I got the first salary in my life.

This semester, I let my Friday afternoon be free. Although I would be tired and busy from Monday to Thursday, I still wanted to have my own time. I had no ideas why I felt the freshmen in university were busy!

Thanks to the senior's introduction, I worked for a doctor who was in Department of Radiation Oncology in Chang Gung Memorial Hospital. In fact, the doctor was a Physicist, who therapied patients by medical physics theorems. But this career was not common in Taiwan.

At first, Stella and I took turn to work for the doctor, but she gave up the work recently. My major work is to key in some data to computer. Recently I have finished the data about "Quality Assurance" that I just learned from class. Quality Assurance is very important in this department. Because when they treat patients, they should pay attention to how much dosage they give, the patients' gestures, and aim of the radioactivity.It's very important!

Today, I got my first salary. Although I only attained eighty NT dollars per hour, I still felt happy because I made the money by myself! I will do good use for it!

The Kite Runner~~~~by Khaled Hosseini

"For you, a thousand times over."

The story was built in Afghanistan. The relationship between Amir and Hassan was the center of the story.

The lead in this story was Amir. His mood which change a lot during his life way made the story. Amir was the master of Hassan, because Amir's father who named Baha was the master of Hassan's father, Ali. Although sometimes Amir would have Hassan to do something, their interaction still just like friends. Amir always eagered to gain his father's praise and love, but Baha always gave the same love to Amir and Hassan. So, sometimes Amir was angry to Hassan. Hassan still used a loyal and sincere heart to Amir. One day, there was a competition of fighting kites in their village. It was a traditional activity in this region. Two people combined a team, one person had to try to win by cutting the string of the kites, and another helped him. After the competition, another activity was running kites. For runners, getting the kite which fell down at last was a big honor. But, on that day an event changed Amir and Hassan's world. At that day, it was a wonderful day and Amir defeated all kites and Hassan chased after the kite for him. But a bad boy named Assef in order to get the kite to bully Hassan. To protect the kite, Hassan was assaulted. Amir saw the tragedy, but he didn't save Hassan because of his fear. Since that time, Amir lived with shame and Hassan lived under the shadow of trauma. Finally, Amir could not bear the situation, he made a very bad plan to let Hassan and Ali leave by themselves.

Afterward, their village was in trouble, Amir and Baha left for America. In America, Amir lived a period of wonderful time. He also fell in love with nice girl, Soraya, and get married. Although Soraya couldn't give birth to a baby, they still had a happy life. One day, Baha's old friends, Rahim Khan wrote a letter for Amir. He told Amir Hassan's death news and a amazing fact. At the moment, Amir eventually knew why Baha always gave the same love for Hassan and him. Hassan was his brother! Amir felt very sad and he decided to find Hassan's son, Sohrab, who still survived. Even though he faced a lot of difficulties and wound, he never gave up and found Sohrab at last. But Sohrab had a big trauma and closed himself in a small tower. Soraya and Amir gave him their sincere love. They believed deeply that Sohrab would open his heart and laugh easily some day.

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It's a touching novel. The story carves the humanity and the emotion between people. I really love this story. The outstanding book is really worth reading!

Proud of You

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on
Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up
Hold me light
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

＊I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love
Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up
Hold me light
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

Repeat ＊　once

Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith

See me fly
I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Nothing can't stop me spread my wings
so wide.......

From:http://myweb.hinet.net/home7/tod2501/FLASH/sky.swf

I listened to the beautiful song when I was surfing Angel Wang's blog. It attracted me not only the soft melody but also its pretty flash. But most of all, the lyric hit my heart sincerely.

Everyone will meet some difficulty in his life way. Even though we are in embarrassing situation, there are still some people standing with us and supporting us. Their love will be changed into our strength and let us walk further. We will also grow up with the time, and we will have our own wings to fly up high. The world and the sky are so broad and full of amazement! They are waiting for us to explore them. Let us spread our wings to fly together!

~Family Reunion~

It was a beautiful night on March 13th. At that night, Martin and I joined a " family reunion" which was held between college students in the same department. We decided to gather in front of the restaurant named " faucet" near the hospital.

About six o' clock, Martin and I set out from school. Thanks to the lesson we learned last term.This time we were the first to get the destination. Because Martin and I were late last time, we let seniors wait for us. How embarrassed we were at that moment!

Until all people were sitting around the table. The reunion started formally! We not only ate delicious food satisfactorily but also chatted something interesting happily. The atmosphere gave me full of warmth and sweety. At that time, I really rejoiced that I was one of members of Medical Imaging and Radiological Sciences in Chung Gung University!

In this reunion, I got full of happiness and satisfaction. I really loved the kind of reunions. I hope the next opportunity that we can get together will coming soon!